I think that I will never see something slow in moving as me, not really. I feel so slow at times; it just reminds me that I have to be more careful and precise with what I do. But all is not gloom and doom…

I was thinking last night about what I really value. One thing I thought of off the top of my head was this dang laptop! I got no woman, no life, no money, but I do have this kickin’ computer. I was thinking of things I had to live for. I wondered what would happen if I died sometime soon.

Though my life has been somewhat disappointing so far, I can see how things are looking up for me. Lucy was just the first step in my recovery.